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Friday, February 26, 2010Y
146. What's my destiny?

Went to Voonli aka Veeli's Birthday Bash yesterday. I enjoyed it! Then phone call from Home potong my hyper-ness. I'm not blaming anyone for my misery last night... coz' it was my problem.


Was down coz' what my parents said were true, I always came home later than I had promised them.
So, their trusts towards me are dropping. Ba and Mi are concerning bout' my future...my trial exams and SPM... So, they're quite sensitive as I went out a lot recently.
I'm so ashamed larh! Didn't mean to make everyone see my emo look. Sorvee! ><>


The red wine + Sprite was tasty... I drank a lot yesterday. As a result, I blasted them all out during midnight, I guess I should eat more instead of drinking that much when tummy is quite empty... LOL


There's so much going on recently, so much thoughts in my head, so much emotions and feelings in my heart. Everything is overlapping in my mind... I cannot speak them out or express them out with body language. So, as usual, Silence is Golden.


'' I wish I'm a mute'', this was me when I'm going through my dark times, which is during form1 and 2. I looked like a emo lala girl, I thought like one too actually, now that I think back *laugh*


I had that thought coz' I'm no good in communicating. I'm weak in speaking English, Malay and even Chinese and Cantonese =='' Is better that if I was a mute.
Until now, I speak like a jammed CD player sometimes. Then, I'll lower my volume more and more. When ppl asks me what's that that im saying, I repeat and it's even worse. *chuckled*


So I've been thinking, after SPM, I'll step out of high school and gonna enter the world out there really soon. And, I don't know what to do. Money is one of the problem. Hopefully I get scholarships for myself. My Destiny? By faith, I'll go wherever God leads me to.


End of post with this retard look. Imma become a total nerd till exam's over.

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